wanting to give up

[christian]

its 7:23 pm and iv just got done reading some witchcraft stuff on the Internet and then read some atheist stuff and iv always had a unknown feeling toward Christian faith but also toward all the other faiths taking a neutral stand not committing to any one thing but i feel like giving up on searching for a reason to live and a faith I'm so sick of depression I'm so sick of being confused i just want something i can believe i just want to implode and destroy myself i want to sit in bed and do nothing i cant muster the will to kill myself yet I'm always afraid and i cant go through with it instead i just beat myself till i cant go any farther in the beating i felt so alive and evil and chaotic and it felt good when i cutt over a 100 times in 1 night and i feel like doing it again


i have no clue why i post this but my rant makes me feel better]

[christian]

just for the heck of it i went looking on the internet for ways to commit sucidie and found a quiz on it and this is what i got

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[falklands]

All I can say is this Christian -

JESUS LOVES YOU!!!!!



Just sing that old song "Jesus loves me, yes I know", to yourself over and over again. It's the most wonderful song in the world.

Remember, don't despair; there IS a way out.

[christian]

I'm unaware of the song you speak of but IL sing anyway or poem i don't no IL just type stuff

Jesus loves me this i know for only he would go so far so deep to save so many we all never deserved to be saved but only by the grace of a caring thoughtful lord would do so much to save so many i can watch out the window looking for the answers and never find anything but instead pray inside my soul for the truth lies in the spirit and never in the world

there will be day when all of my talents have been used all of my power gone and standing before god receiving the news and i cant wait to hear the words well done now have a new one its on the house

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i tried it makes me feel better

my roots are Christian ever time i hear Christian music it changes my hole mood and lifts me to a higher level and by the way the only music i do listen to is Christian music

i want this to be real so bad plz plz plz plz lord be real

and I'm taking off that suicide quiz

[Geberia]

Yes, Christian music is a powerful tool. Keep listening and remember we'll keep praying!

[steelsheen]

Jesus loves me,
This I know,
For the Bible tells me so,
Little ones to Him belong-
They are weak, but He is strong!

Jesus loves me,
He who died,
Heavens gates to open wide
He who washed away my sin
Will let His little child come in.


Believe in God, He believes in you! Take one step towards Him, and He will come RUNNING to you. And remember, that whom God loves, He chasteneth (gives trials).

[falklands]

John 15:13: "No one has greater love than this, to lay down one's life for one's friends." No greater love could anyone have then Jesus, who laid down his life for the whole WORLD! That means YOU!

[Armany]

Here's a verse that will hopefully give you some hope, Christian:

"All men will hate you because of me [Jesus], but he who stands firm to the end will be saved."

As a Christian, you're going to come under attack. You're going to have some lies and some enticing things come at you that can try and turn you away from the faith. But you have to endure, for in "the end you shall be saved."

May God Bless you and may He provide you with strength and help you to stand firm.

[GDL]

"I Can Only Imagine" by Mercy Me

"I can only imagine what it will be like, when I walk by Your side...
I can only imagine, what my eyes will see, when Your Face is before me!
I can only imagine. I can only imagine.
Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine, when that day comes, when I find myself standing in the Son!
I can only imagine, when all I will do, is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine! I can only imagine!

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!

Surrounded by Your Glory, what will my heart feel?

Will I dance for you, Jesus? Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence, or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing 'Hallelujah!'? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!

I can only imagine! Yeah! I can only imagine!! Only imagine!!!
I can only imagine.

I can only imagine, when all I do is forever, forever worship You!
I can only imagine."

"Breathe" by Rebecca St. James

Breathe lyrics
This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your Holy Presence living in me

This is my daily bread
This is my daily bread
Your very Word spoken to me

CHORUS:
And I, I'm desperate for You
And I, I'm lost without You
Oh Lord, I'm lost without You
I'm lost without You

This is the air I breathe
This is the air I breathe
Your Holy Presence living in me


"Testify to Love" by Wynona Judd
As Heard on Touched by An Angel

All the colors of the rainbow, all the voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out -- that reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story, every star in every sky
Every corner of creation, lives to testify

Chorus For as long as I shall live, I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences, when words are not enough
With every breath I take, I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live, I will testify to love

Verse 2 From the mountains to the valleys, from the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out -- every hand t hat reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy, every step to kingdom come
All the hope in every heart, will speak what love has done

Chorus For as long as I shall live, I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences, when words are not enough
With every breath I take, I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live, I will testify to love


I'll put some more up in a bit

[falklands]

Casting Crowns - "Who am I"

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

[Aslan the Great Lion]

I don't really have a lot to say, but Jesus is the only way. He will take away every hurt if you let him. He doesn't care about what you have done or why, he will always forgive you. Don't forget that!